Weight: 307.7 lbs ( 139.5 kg)
BMI: 39.5
Waist:
53 in ( 134.6 cm)
WtHr: 71.6%
Breakfast:
Bacon and Eggs https://youtu.be/l5bQ0Y0FXWQ
Lunch:
Bratwursts
Dinner: Ham Steak
Drinks:
Salted Coffee, Monster, Red Bull, 1.25 L Coke Zero
Sober Year 1 (Day 541)
Keto Month 3 (Day 104)
(154/365 Days 2026 Keto)
I didn't get to make the post last night as I worked
until 9 closing the desk and then after cooking dinner and recovering
from work there just wasn't enough time to make the post. Last night
I baked bratwursts for dinner and figured I'd just go ahead and bake
the bratwursts for lunch today.
Struggled with the, “What am I doing with my life”
thought again this morning. That's never a very positive thought and
I can never quite describe what I mean by that thought. It just makes
me think that later in life I'll look back and see that all I ever
did was just wait and survive each time in my life and I never really
lived much more than just survive each moment. Even writing that out
doesn't seem right for the way that I'm feeling. I started to write
out financial frustrations, but even that doesn't feel right. It is
fun that the savings accounts are now “Full” so now all of the
savings are going to go to the “House Savings” so hopefully
making progress on that will help improve the mood.
Was supervisor all day today. The lead supervisor is
on vacation this week so I'll be filling in for her. Trying to think
of anything that happened today. But it really was the Supervisor's
Paradox. Nothing really seemed to happen today. It was a 5:3 split so
the first half of the day really seemed to stretch on for forever.
There was an annoyance at lunch as after I got done
eating I took the lunchbox out to the car so I wouldn't forget it in
the break room fridge when I left for the evening. And when I tossed
the box onto the car seat it bounced off of the seat and broke on the
pavement next to the car. I made a post on Reddit in the “Mildly
Infuriating” community. And it was like people were just there to
start arguments. Well that's what reddit is like for a lot of things.
But it was kind of funny how many were leaving comments saying,
“That's not a lunchbox, that's a food container.” It's a
box...that has my lunch in it. A box that has lunch in it is a lunch
box. Oh, no it's a container. Yeah, it is a container that contains
my lunch, that happens to be a box.
The store manager told me that she wasn't feeling
well so she asked me to stay late to open the trash compactor for the
Deli Department. I was kind of afraid of staying too late as I was
getting pretty close to overtime last week and I was still doing the
mental math on that forgetting that today was Sunday and that counter
reset. It wasn't too long, but it's kind of a good thing that I did
stay because right after the deli guy came by with his trash the
Frito-Lay guy vendor came by to drop off his product and there
wouldn't have been anybody to open the door for him.
As I had gotten off well after Mom and Step-Dad had
their dinner I chose to grab a Ham Steak on the way out of the store
as it had been a while since I've grilled a ham steak.
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