Marks Blog

Weight: 338.4 lbs (153.5 kg) BMI: 43.4 Waist: 56 in (142.2 cm) WtHr: 75.7% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs Lunch: Stroganoff Casserole Dinner: Strip Steak Drinks: Couple cups of Coffee black, Kroger Energy Shot, Sugar Free Rockstar, Kroger Seltzer Water Cranberry Lime Weeks Sober 2 (Day 19) Last night the meditation was kind of strange. I was able to meditate without falling asleep just fine, and I did feel calm after the breathing session, but the “Stress” tracker on my watch said that the level of stress that I was experiencing had gone up instead of down like in previous sessions. I did fall asleep quite easily last night. Strangely the app said that I didn't get to sleep until 2:30 this morning, even though I went to bed closer to midnight. That first doctors appointment when the doctor asked me how well I usually sleep I asked him how much he trusted smartwatches to track sleep, and he seemed to think that they are pretty accurate. Bit of a hard time getting going this morning. ...

W eight: 333.6 lbs ( 151.3 kg) BMI: 42.8 Waist: 56 in ( 142.2 cm) WtHr: 76.3% Breakfast: Bacon and eggs Lunch: Taco Casserole Dinner: Bratwursts with mustard and ranch dressing       Trying to get some spring cleaning done. There is a wicked stench building up in my house that NEEDS to be taken care of. But I keep finding myself sitting here at the computer. I keep wanting to find some interesting videos to have some background noise while I clean the house. The problem is that I keep finding interesting videos to watch. Another frustration is that I'm doing the dishes...again. And I hope I don't just do the basic cleaning of the dishes, counter top, stove top, and call the cleaning done. I keep doing that. My home needs a deep clean, but I do the most basic of the dishes and then sit back down at the computer to stare at social media. I am starting to wonder if I have Adult ADHD.      At least it's nice enough outside to open up the windows agai...