Weight: 332.8 lbs
( 150.9 kg)
BMI: 42.7
Waist: 55 in (138.4 cm)
WtHr: 74.3%
Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs
Snack: 2x Kroger Meat Sticks
Lunch: Bar-S Jumbo Jumbo
Hot Dogs
Dinner: Ham Steak
Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger
Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster, Sugar Free Red Bull
Sober Month 6
(Day 208)
Keto Day 2
Kind of
struggling with a bit of a low mood lately. Not really “sad” per
say. Just not feeling anything. Just really emotionally numb. Not
sure what's going on there. It's kind of like the “Seasonal
Effective Disorder” that I usually struggle with during the winter
but it's the middle of summer. I just have a heavy case of “Don't
wanna to” I have to go to work, but I don't wanna to, I could play
video games, but I don't wanna to. I've been going to bed around
10:30 or 11pm, but it's still almost 2am before I fall asleep.
I'm kind of
frustrated with finances. Last week I payed the water bill, this week
I payed the Rent and Phone bill, next week I'll be paying the
Electricity and Gas bills, the week after that is the Internet, then
the week after that is the Car Insurance, the week after that will be
paying Rent, the week after that the bill cycle repeats itself. And
more than likely I'll have to spread the bills out across the next
several weeks. I hate, HATE, HATE
that. I hate that I'm having to spread out the bills across several
weeks over months. The plan that I want to have is to pay all of the
bills at one time. I don't want to see how much I have this week, and
hope I balance out how much I have this week and hope I make enough
next week to pay that bill, and hope the week after that would have
the amount to pay the next bill. I'll never be able to transfer money
into savings if I'm just going to have to transfer it back the next
week to pay the next bill.
Another thing
that is making it hard to make posts is that there really isn't much
happening at work. I've been kind of zombie wondering around during
the day. It was a bit busier today than it had been over the last
several days as today was Friday and there is a promotion for extra
Fuel Points if you have the digital coupon. (not sponsored) But today
went really quite smoothly. I took a break in the first half as I
worked a 5:3 split. I am glad that they've been scheduling me like
that. It makes it easier to avoid buying a lot of different drinks
over the day. I had a Sugar Free Red Bull and a couple of the store
brand Meat Sticks for a snack.
Lunch was some
Bar-S Jumbo Jumbo Hot Dogs. These are quarter pound giant hot dogs.
(Honestly not sponsored) The plan is to usually have a casserole or a
soup cooked for the week. But I was feeling kind of lazy when doing
shopping this last Tuesday.
But I did buy
some Ham Steaks when doing shopping Tuesday. That was dinner tonight.
Roommate showed me some frozen Salisbury Steaks that he picked up and
suggested that we have tomorrow for dinner.
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