Weight: 301.6 lbs ( 136.8 kg)
BMI: 38.7
Waist:
51 in ( 129.5 cm)
WtHr: 68.9%
Breakfast:
Bacon and Eggs
Snack: Peanuts
Lunch:
Bratwursts, Pork Rinds, Queso
Dinner: Pork Steak
Drinks: Salted Coffee, Monster, Sparkling Water, Celsius, Kroger Energy Shot, 20oz Dt Dr Pepper
Sober Year 1 (Day 596)
Keto Month 5 (Day 162)
(207/365 Days 2026 Keto)
I didn't get the post done yesterday. I was in a
really heavy, “What am I doing with my life” mood. It was hard to
put that into a post without making it so somebody who read it pretty
concerned about me. The post as I wrote it kept coming out heavier
than what I was feeling. It wasn't a very productive thought, but it
was a hard one to shake. Was in a lot better mood today though.
Very encouraging number on the scale this morning. Happiness isn't a number on the scale, but it would be fun to beat three "Short Goals" in one year.
Still was a bit slow waking up this morning. I did
get up early enough to cook breakfast and bake the bratwursts for
lunch.
Before work this morning I told Mom about my schedule
this week. It is strangely exciting that I received the natural 40
hours that I was supposed to be getting as a full time employee. And
next week I have a week of Vacation. This will be the second to last
vacation for the year. The last week of vacation will be in October.
She mentioned that Grandma was wanting to take a road trip in
October. I don't remember the date that they were wanting to leave,
but Grandma was wanting to visit a preacher that she knew.
I was thinking of signing up for a Secured Credit
Card pretty soon. I was thinking of doing the “Pre-approval”
application tomorrow night (Monday night) after work and Tuesday if
I'm “pre-approved” I'd do the full application, the thing is
though the card that I've been looking at for the last week or so had
paused doing applications back in June. They're doing a restructuring
and “will start again soon.” So I'm going to go with another
company. I'm sure there's nothing to say that I have to do this RIGHT
NOW! But it would be nice to start working towards something instead
of just siting here in Mom's guest bedroom.
Work today was pretty off and on. There would be
times of run, run, run, go, go, go! But then it'd clear and there was
a lot of time just standing around. There was a lady who yelled at me
because she didn't know how her food stamp card was already empty as,
“She only got paid last week!” I'm sorry, that's unfortunate. She
asked me when she was going to get more Food Stamps. I was under the
impression that it was a monthly payment. She demanded to know how
she was going to survive the month if she had already used up all of
her Food Stamps. She didn't like my suggestion of talking to the
local food bank. I'm sorry, that FREE MONEY was supposed to last you
an entire month, don't yell at me because you don't appreciate what
you get for free. Perhaps if they were only allowed to buy ACTUAL food the money would last longer. There is an unfortunate stereotype that people who
use SNAP are less intelligent than other people, but good lord they
like to reinforce that stereotype.
At lunch I was craving cheese so I picked up a jar of
queso and a bag of pork rinds as an excuse to eat the queso. I
shouldn't have done that my stomach ached for a while after lunch as
I could fee the pork rinds expand in my belly. I need to stop buying
food to go with lunch. I am already bringing food in, I don't need to
buy more food. The bratwursts would have been satisfying in themselves.
Second half of the day was, thankfully, really slow. Unfortunately it was REALLY SLOW. The Supervisor paradox. It was boring, but it was boring because nothing was going wrong.
Had a pork steak for dinner. It was impressive how quickly it baked from frozen.
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