Sobriety Blog Monday December 29, 2025

Weight: 325.5 lbs ( 147.6 kg) BMI: 41.8 Waist: 54.5 in (138.4 cm) WtHr: 73.6% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs https://youtu.be/l5bQ0Y0FXWQ Snack: Members Mark Hot Dogs Lunch: Bratwursts Dinner: Taco Mac Drinks: Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster, Sober Year 1 (Day 377) Keto Day 0 I tried to run the coffee pot again this morning. But no, no luck there. The sound it made is the sound it makes when the water is used up, but the tank is still full of water and the little stream of fluid that comes out is this nasty looking black fluid. Not coffee black, but darker. I'm guessing that there's a clog in the system somewhere. I'm more than a little annoyed by the coffee pot dying. The last coffee pot lasted like 10 years, and this one couldn't even last 10 months. I did think about getting back to the “Decaffeination” blog. But I did just buy two rather large cans of coffee and a new pot will just be about $25 (not sponsored) Spent a lot of time at the computer today, but it w...

Sobriety Blog Saturday November 15, 2025

Weight: 327.0 lbs ( 148.3 kg)
BMI: 42.0
Waist: 54 in (137.2 cm)
WtHr: 73%

Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs
Lunch: Cabbage Soup
Dinner: Hamburger Helper Lasagna with Mozzarella and Parmesan
Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Low Carb Monster, Kroger Energy Shot, Powerade Zero Orange

Sober Month 10 (Day 325) 

I just could not get to sleep last night (Friday to Saturday) I was dead tired at the computer, but when I went to bed I felt like my eyes were bugging out of my head and I was wired for sound.

Although I didn't sleep very well I was able to get up early enough to have breakfast and coffee. I was kind of worried that I would be able to do so.

When I first go to work I was just dead tired but it was too busy to sneak away to get the Sugar Free Red Bull that I would normally drink at work (not sponsored) I was able to sneak in an energy shot. Those are technically cheaper than the energy drinks, but you get more out of the drinks than the shots.

It is a small miracle that there hadn't been a couple of dozen wrecks in the parking lot over the last couple of days because people keep pulling out, but other people are also pulling out so people are honking at each other because they've almost pulled out crashing into each other. This happens from time to time, but over the last couple of days people are just in too much of a hurry. Again, nobody has crashed YET. But if people don't slow down and pay attention, somebody is going to smack into somebody else.

I was going to say I was scheduled all over God's Creation, but I was at self checkout for several hours. And there's nothing holy there. There were several people scratching at me about how much they hate self checkout, while using self checkout. While the regular register was open with no waiting. Every single time. There was a moment when I was kind of glad that I was running self checkout (which is saying something). Right behind the doorway leading to where the restrooms are somebody just crapped right on the floor. Yep, dude just hopped a squat and dropped it hot. I really hate telling people to clean up shit (literally) like that. I hate telling people to do stuff that I hate to do myself.

There was a moment that I went from being a checker to being a supervisor for an hour. It felt strange to put on the Supervisor Vest for only an hour, but today was a big Pre-Holiday Open House Event so I thought it would be a good idea to be in uniform in case any Big Wigs decided to come in to make sure we're doing our event. 

The cabbage soup has seemed to have improved in flavor over the week. Maybe letting it set in the fridge is helping it? 

I will have to talk to the management about an interaction that happened right as I was about to leave work for the night. There are daily training's that we're supposed to do if you don't do it for an entire week your name is on the “naughty list” and you get called out for not doing your training's. There was an elderly carryout guy that was on the “naughty list” and he was at the service desk doing his daily's complaining about having to do the training. I don't care if you complain about doing your job, just do your job. The trans person was the cashier and yelled at the elderly carryout guy to “come over and do your job!” Well, he was doing his job. The training IS part of his job. Well, the elderly guy announced that he was going to, “Beat his head in” referring to the trans person. A few minutes later I hear the trans person screaming at the elderly carryout that he should quit and how everybody hates him and wants him to quit. So that's a conversation that I'm going to have to have with management tomorrow. The carryout guy has repeatedly threatened the trans person. I don't know how serious those threats are, but they need to be treated seriously. But I also can't have a cashier screaming their head off at the carryout. The customer actually called and complained about the cashier yelling at the carryout, but the management had already left for the evening. 

When I got home I cooked some Hamburger Helper Lasagna Flavor (Not sponsored) I can't say that it was a favorite flavor of mine. It just tastes too "tomatoey" I added some cheese to it, but the flavor just didn't improve. And the mozzarella just made it stringy and hard to eat. 

Did a little more editing to the AI Financial projection.  It is fun to see the projections all go up that kind of looks like I'm living within my means. 

kind of an early post, but I'm tired.  

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