Sobriety Blog July 19, 2025

  Weight: 335.6 lbs ( 152.2 kg) BMI: 43.1 Waist: 55 in (138.4 cm) WtHr: 74.3% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs Snack: 2x Kroger Meat sticks, Small Bag Chips Lunch: Bar-S Jumbo Jumbo Hot Dogs Dinner: Salisbury Steaks Mac and Cheese Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster, Sugar Free Red Bull Sober Month 6 (Day 209) Keto Day 0 Brain is flat lining again today. I keep catching myself just sitting here at the computer. I blink and it seems to be an hour and a half later. It was quite busy today at work. But the day went smoothly. There was a moment of frustration a kid that was supposed to work yesterday who had a doctors note about not being able to work for the next week or so. The manager didn't bother telling anybody until about an hour before he was supposed to come in to tell anybody that he wasn't going to be able to come in. Thankfully they were able to convince one person to stay late and another to come in on her day off. The frustration there was the guy...

Went on a Walkabout Daily Keto Blog March 21, 2023

Weight: 337.0 lbs ( 152.9 kg)
BMI: 43.3
Waist: 56 in ( 142.2 cm)
WtHr: 75.7%

Breakfast: Bacon and eggs
Lunch: Cottage Cheese with pepper
Dinner: Queso Soup
Drinks: Pot of coffee,

   Again I was hesitant to make this post. Standing on the scale to see such an increase on the scale really is disheartening. And I spent most of the first half of the day kind of sitting here pouting that my weight has gone up. I did manage go record and upload a Store Story. It'll go live this Friday. 

    The corned beef that I had last night for dinner really messed up my stomach today. I could get into some TMI material, but lets say my bathroom smelt extremely bad most of the day.

    I was getting frustrated sitting around the house. I kept pacing around the house thinking, “I'm not a prisoner here” but I couldn't think of anything to do. I thought about trying to work on the 3D printers again, but I didn't want to feel that level of frustration again. This evening my roommate called me and when I brought up the printers he pointed out that I spend more time just messing with the printers than I do actually printing anything.

     I decided to take a drive, ending up at the state park that's just north of my town, and then wondered around the trails for a bit. It's a bit early in the spring so the plant life was kind of still down. It did bring up thoughts of the post-apocalyptic game series Fallout. But it the weather was nice and it was good to get some vitamin D from the sunshine. I've often heard that walking does help with depression symptoms, and I have to say I was feeling considerably better at the end of my hike than I was when I left the house. I'm going to try to hit the parks more often. Of course that's a promise of doing another thing on top of all of the other things that I want to be doing. But maybe getting out to nature to absorb some of the outside is what I need.

    On the way home from my walkabout I stopped by the store to grab some groceries. I spent a bit more than I should have, but at least it was all just chicken, eggs, and ground beef so the stuff I do want to be buying, but still I went to the store without a plan and just picked up some stuff. Very not what I want to be doing

 

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Keto/Sobrity Blog April 8, 2025

Manually Writing Notes Keto/Sobriety Blog April 10, 2025

Keto/Sobriety Blog March 31, 2025