Sobriety Blog July 19, 2025

  Weight: 335.6 lbs ( 152.2 kg) BMI: 43.1 Waist: 55 in (138.4 cm) WtHr: 74.3% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs Snack: 2x Kroger Meat sticks, Small Bag Chips Lunch: Bar-S Jumbo Jumbo Hot Dogs Dinner: Salisbury Steaks Mac and Cheese Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster, Sugar Free Red Bull Sober Month 6 (Day 209) Keto Day 0 Brain is flat lining again today. I keep catching myself just sitting here at the computer. I blink and it seems to be an hour and a half later. It was quite busy today at work. But the day went smoothly. There was a moment of frustration a kid that was supposed to work yesterday who had a doctors note about not being able to work for the next week or so. The manager didn't bother telling anybody until about an hour before he was supposed to come in to tell anybody that he wasn't going to be able to come in. Thankfully they were able to convince one person to stay late and another to come in on her day off. The frustration there was the guy...

Daily Blog February 17, 2023

Weight: 331.6 lbs ( kg)
BMI: 42.6
Waist: 54.5in ( cm)
WtHr: 73.6%

Breakfast: Bacon and eggs
Lunch: Fathead Lasagna
Dinner: Ultimate Cheeseburger Velveeta Dinner

    Burnt the bacon this morning. :( It was still edible, but a lot more crunchy than I'd prefer. The last slab of bacon was small enough to sit flat in my cast iron skillet so I was afraid that it being effected by “shrinkflation” but that just might have been a smaller thing of bacon as the new slab of bacon seems to be big enough to not completely lay flat in the pan like the bacon before the last package.

   Today was kind of a down day. Not really in a depressed way, it was just kind of overly bland. Just the kind of day where I was just waiting for the day to be over, because it just seemed like a day that was there to be waited through. The good thing is that the fuel points and digital coupons at work were working. I'm glad that issue was resolved. So maybe that's why today seemed so meh. The thing that was causing so much frustration was resolved, but now there's nothing really happening. I am doubly glad that it was fixed because there was a digital coupon for double fuel points. And I would hate to have to argue with someone because they have a digital coupon for double fuel points, but the coupons and fuel points weren't working.

    During the first half of the day I started thinking about how I hadn't had pizza in a really long time. So I spent the good chunk of the first half of the day dreaming about pizza. I do have a recipe for “Fathead Pizza” but that seemed like a lot of work, and the fathead dough seemed a lot more fluffy than I was in the mood for. I did have some Fathead Lasagna in the fridge for lunch. And that did kind of scratch that itch. But I still did pick up the ingredients for an older recipe that I made a while ago called Deconstructed Pizza Casserole.

    I was just so tired after work I wasn't looking forward to spending another hour of cooking, so I picked up a box of Velveeta dinner. I haven't had that in a really long time either. Than again there was a reason I wasn't buying pizza or Velveeta dinner. I am sure that I could have just baked chicken again, or had a pork steak that I have in the fridge. But the Velveeta dinner sounded really good. Unfortunately it sounded better than it tasted. It seemed to have a very weak flavor. I'll try to wake up early enough tomorrow to cook the pizza casserole so I'll have that for lunch and dinner tomorrow. If I don't get it cooked tomorrow, I'm sure that the ingredients will last until Tuesday when I know I'll have time to cook them up.

    I'm just so damn tired lately. I'm not sure if that's due to my difficulty with sticking to the Keto diet, or if I'm just getting into “Seasonal Affected Disorder”. That's usually something that happens earlier in the winter. I will be so glad when the spring comes. I'm hoping that the sun coming up earlier and staying out later will help break this funk that I'm in. Or at least when it stops being so damn cold all of the freaking time. And it could be I worked two six day weeks in a row and I'm just tired from work. But I am off Tuesday and Wednesday next week so I'll rest up on those days and hopefully that'll reset me.

 

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