Weight: 348 lbs (
157.9 kg)
BMI: 44.7
Waist: 58 in (147.3 cm)
WtHr: 78.4%
Breakfast: Bacon
and Eggs
Lunch: Bologna Sandwich, Cheddar Sour Cream Chips
Dinner:
Gambinos Pizza
Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Sooter's Red
Bull Insert(?)
Sober Week 1 (Day 11)
YMCA: X
Another night
when I had a hard time falling asleep. Not feeling stressed or
anxious or anything. Just brain wasn't tired. The rest of me was
dragging. But brain was doing back flips and jumping jacks
Maybe why I had a
weird dream. I don't usually have dreams, but when I do they're weird
AF. I never have nightmares. I never wake up scared, I just wake up
confused. In the dream I was stuck at a bar on the other side of town
before dawn without a ride. In the bar there was one of those old
soda machines where you put in money and open the door to get your
coke. I got my coke, but the guy after me smashed the machine open
and complained that he hurt his hand and was going to sue. I was
wanting to leave so I was forced to use the public unicycle. But had
a hard time riding it because of all of the snow on the sidewalk. I
rode by a cafe by the middle school that wasn't open, but inside were
two guys, one guy that I recognized from Middle School. And they were
arguing about which guy was gayer. I left the cafe and continued to
ride up main street until I got to an open air pet supply market that
was being ran by a kid I work with IRL and she complained to me about
the people trying to shop even though they were clearly not open yet.
The open air pet supply market clearly opened when the pharmacy opens
in another building. People kept asking me questions, but I didn't
work there so I didn't know anything, but people kept asking me
questions about their pets. And that's when I woke up. My dreams are
weird.
Woke up tired.
And just can't shake the tiredness over the day. At two in the
afternoon you could tell me that it was 9 in the morning and I would
believe you. I could just not gather any momentum today.
Roommate gave me
some money to buy him some groceries, and I did take advantage of
some of the sandwich stuff to have a sandwich and some chips. I'm
kind of disappointed in myself that I forgot his bananas again.
I don't want to
go into too much information, because it is financial stuff, but he
did get some good news about his benefits, so he ordered some pizza.
He didn't want to go out to the restaurant where he wanted to get the
pizza from, but we were surprised that the restaurant actually
delivered. I was surprised that they not only delivered, but was able
to deliver to our house because the restaurant is technically in
another town. Even though it is just on the other side of town and
across a pretty small river. I forgot what flavors he ordered, but
one was a spicy meat pizza, and the other had pineapple on it. (It
wasn't Hawaiian)
I'm trying to
think about anything to talk about, but not much happened today. I just couldn't get up and going. And I was tired all day.
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