Sobriety Blog Monday November 24, 2025

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Weight: 325 lbs ( 147.4 kg) BMI: 41.7 Waist: 55 in (139.7 cm) WtHr: 74.3% Snack: Bar-S Hot Dogs Breakfast: Mexican Chicken Alfredo Lunch: leftover Hormel Pork Loin Dinner: Hamburger Helper Spicy Garlic Parmesan Drinks: Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster, Sugar Free Red Bull Sober Month 11 (Day 333) I didn't think that I would get to work on time this morning. I am typically scheduled to work 11am to 8pm. But this morning I was scheduled 7am to 4pm. Last night when I got off I had bought a Sugar Free Red Bull to put next to my bed so when the first alarm goes off I could slam that real quick, hoping that would help me wake up. I've read online that having multiple alarms to help you wake up is counterproductive (wow, can't believe I spelled that correctly the first time.) But I needed to make sure that I got to work. So I had set an alarm for every 15 minutes starting right at 6am. But yeah, I was able to wake up. But I didn't have time to get a proper breakfast so ...
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Daily Blog April 5, 2023

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Weight: 330.4 lbs ( 151.2 kg)
BMI: 42.4
Waist: 55.5 in ( 141 cm)
WtHr: 74.3%

Breakfast: Bacon and eggs
Lunch: Taco Casserole
Dinner: Corned Beef With Mac and Cheese
Drinks: Pot of Coffee, 2L Big K Dr K zero,

    I was really exited when I first stood on the scale this morning, the first glance weigh in showed 325 lbs (147.4 kg) but the display was flickering again. That usually means that there was something caught under the foot pads of the scale.

    Today was another day where I just could not get anything done. I did get the third recipe video edited and scheduled for release. But it was one of those days where I find myself just sitting here at the computer realizing that it was several hours since I last caught myself just sitting here at the computer.

    I did manage to get some clarified butter done like I've been wanting to do for a while. But that's hardly worth mentioning as getting something done. I was able to find a couple more recipes that I would like to try doing. But that's not all I want to be doing.

    My sister did point out a job fair that's happening in my town tomorrow, but I am working while that's going on and I haven't had taken the time to edit the resume that she was nice enough to give me a rough draft of. I just can't find the courage to work on it. It seems silly to write out. But when I open the google doc to work on it I just get too scared to do anything on it. I'm not sure if that's because if it's because of momentum (I've been working at the store for so long it has been a hell I've become used to so I don't want to change out of that hell) or the momentum of trying to work on something new. Or just worried that I'd mess something up. Or maybe a combination of those factors.

     For dinner this evening I put some corned beef in the slow cooker, but couldn't help but think that it'd go really well with some Mac and Cheese. So dinner was only kind of keto. and again unfortunately, there is no such thing as "kind of keto"

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