Sobriety Blog Thursday October 30, 2025

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Weight: 331.8 lbs ( 150.5 kg) BMI: 42.6 Waist: 55 in (139.7 cm) WtHr: 74.3% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs Lunch: Keto Paleo Gumbo   Dinner: Pork Ribs Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Low Carb Monster, Sugar Free Red Bull Sober Month 10 (Day 309) God that was so satisfying this morning paying all of the bills off. It's been since March since I've been pushing bills around and pulling all of the money out of savings to just keep up with the previous months bills. I had always had the current months bill payed off by the end of the month, but that had always left the next month bill already due because the month had just started. So I finally have the months bills payed before the month started. So I'm technically double paying the internet bill and paying the car insurance at the beginning of the month and again at the end of the month so it looks like the car insurance and internet bill are double the regular amount, but all of the bills are payed for November and the...
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Decaffeination Day 10

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Decaffeination Day 10
Weight: Low Battery
Waist: 55 inches
Mood: Calm

It's nice to have a scale that lasted until the battery died. So far I've had three scales and the previous two just failed. This one flashed “Low” and didn't show a weight and then was dead, so I'm going to assume that the battery is done.
As far as quitting caffeine I've never ran into any withdraw symptoms. I still catch myself staring longingly at the displays of energy drinks and I have occasionally have had headaches, but that I think had more to do with dehydration or lack of food than lack of caffeine. I am really tired as I write these blogs. However I think that has to do with the fact that the only time I manage to find any time to write these damn things is the middle of the night because I feel like I'm back in that cycle of wake up, go back to work, go back to bed.
Today was a successful day I managed to make a weekly weight loss video, managed to remember to turn on the “map my walk” app on my phone, avoided soda, everyone at work managed to show up and do their jobs. (which was it's own miracle) It was amazing how well today flowed when people show up for work. But yeah, this was just about the picture of what kind of day SHOULD be a normal day.
I did have a bit of an irritating moment when the guy closing Customer Service was also scheduled to stay until 11 to be the closing checker. He demanded that I stayed and work for him. Because he didn't want to. He was 100% serious. He told me that he shouldn't have to close as a checker because he works in customer service. I gladly told him to go “F” himself. I've already picked up hours for this week so I am already at the limit of how many hours I can work for this week. But even if I weren't I'd still tell him to sit and spin. I'm usually glad to help people buy picking up hours, but if you just want off because you don't want to do your job you can get right over it.

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