Keto/Sobriety Blog June 29, 2025

Weight: 338.8 lbs ( 153.7 kg) BMI: 43.5 Waist: 56 in (142.2 cm) WtHr: 75.7% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs Lunch: Fathead Lasagna   Dinner: Pork Steak Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster Peachy Keen Sober Month 6 (Day 190) Had a hard time waking up this morning. I just kind of sat here at the computer counting down the time until I had to go to work. I worked Noon to Nine closing the Customer Service Desk instead of the normal 11a-8pm Supervisor shift that I usually do. I drank an entire pot of coffee, but I'm just sitting here zoned out. I had thought a couple of times that I need to get a plan together for what I'm going to cook on Tuesday for the weekly lunch. But then I zone back out. First half of the day went really smoothly. Not sure if I should write this down. This is being logged at lunch. I worked a 3:5 split so I went to lunch at 3pm and will have to work 4 to 9. The challenge of the first half of today was that I wasn't supervisor I was s...

Not That Hungry Daily Blog Sep 23, 2022

Weight: 359.4 lbs (163 kg)
BMI: 46.1
Waist: 57 in (144.8 cm)
WtHR: 77%
Breakfast: Village Inn Chicken Fried Steak Meal
Lunch: Johnsonville Jalapeno Cheddar Sausages
Dinner: X
Drink: Sparkling water, 2x Kroger Energy Shots, 4x 24oz Milwaukee's Best ICE beer
mood: Neutral

     My roommate is an over the road truck driver and when he is in town and it's kind of a ritual when he gets into town the next morning he rents a car and we go to the Village Inn here in town. I know that Chicken Fried Steak really isn't in the diet plan that I want to be on, but it also sounded so very good. Got a laugh out of my roommate, because I say the same thing every time we go out to eat I get the chicken fried steak. And then every time I get the chicken fried steak I point out that I get it every time we go out. It is a bit unnerving to listen to him talk during the meal. He seems to be balls deep into the MAGA “woohoo the world is ending!” conspiracies. He seems to be very excited for the supposed coming collapse of the global economy.

     Work was alright. We only had one person call in sick, but we had a new guy that was technically still in training. And again it is nice that we had someone that was “Training” that was already trained and was just there to get experience. And he was even nice enough to stay late. For lunch I ate some Johnsonville Jalapeno Cheddar Sausages. I kind of forced myself to eat lunch. It was quite a bit later than breakfast, but I think I was still satiated from the rather large first meal. When I was trying to force myself to eat lunch I reminded myself that I really only NEED to eat when I am hungry. I did finish the pack of sausages that I had bought for lunch. But getting off of work I still really wasn't hungry. So I didn't buy anything

     Didn't have dinner. Really wasn't hungry. I'm going to focus on only eating if hungry. I'm not sure if I'm going to do OMAD (One meal a day) TMAD (two meals a day) 7MAD or NoMAD but I think I'll just try to wait to eat for when I'm hungry. My job might make that hard. I work as a cashier at a grocery store (I'm technically the supervisor, but I'm on a register more than anything else) I really can't just walk away and have a meal whenever I feel like it. But I don't see it getting bad enough that I can't wait three or four hours to have a meal.

     Wasn't hungry, but the large cans of Milwaukee's Best were hard to walk past. This beer really isn't very good. But 99 cents a can is hard to walk past after walking around all day. I do recognize that the alcohol is a trap that I've been struggling with, but again it was hard to walk past. It is interesting that it it really isn't hard to walk past the beer on Sunday when the store doesn't sell beer. But the other six days a week I'm balancing out the amount of how much I have in my checking account versus the price of the beer I'm picking up.

 

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