Weight: 361.2 lbs (163.8 kg)
BMI: 46.4
Waist: 58.9 in (149.6 cm)
WtHR: 79.5%
Breakfast: Hamburger Helper Italian
Shells and Cheese
Lunch: Johnsonville Jalapeno Cheddar
Sausages
Dinner: x
Drinks: 2 Liter Dr Pepper zero Sugar,
2x Kroger Sparkling Water, 2x 5 Hour energy shot, 12pk bud light next
mood: neutral
Weight did go up a bit, but I think
that might have been because of the ribs I ate yesterday. And daily
fluctuations in weight is a normal thing. I didn't have the most Keto
friendly breakfast this morning. But I have a couple of boxes of
Hamburger Helper in my cabinet that I need to get through.
Was not very productive before work
today. I normally work 11-8, but today I was scheduled to work 2-10.
I spent the day thinking of all of the stuff I was going to do before
work. And spent the day counting down how much time I had before I
had to get to work. I keep doing this, and this is one of my biggest
frustrations in my life. I spend all of my time counting down how
much time I have to get things done. So I never get anything done.
Had some jalapeno cheddar sausages for
lunch. Ran home to take my debit card out of my wallet. I seriously
need to get my spending under control. So the plan that I keep coming
back to is to transfer most of my paycheck to a savings account,
leave a hundred or so dollars in my checking account, and have about
$50 in my wallet in cash. So I am trying to have an allowance. And I
have a refrigerator full of ingredients to make recipes, if I ever
get around to cooking my recipes. So I'm fairly confident that I can
survive on 50 bucks. My car has gas, so the only thing I need...er...
“need” to buy is soda and snacks. And $50 worth of soda sounds
like a lot of soda. And I need, TRULY need to get off of beer. And
having a cash allowance should help me keep from picking up a case of
beer every night. Because it is not an exaggeration I would really
pick up a case of beer, drink that entire case, and the next night
pick up another case of beer. Some nights, I would pick up another
case after finishing one. (more than once I picked up another case
before finishing the first one.)
I forgot to take my card out of my
wallet when I went back to work, so I did buy some more sparkling
water and another energy shot. And I also picked up a Bud Light Next.
I justified it because I still had my debit card with me. And I have
to say, justifying buying beer is a really bad thing to do. I am starting to wonder if I should do some research on how those AA meetings
work.
I was going to have baked chicken for
dinner when I got home, but I really wasn't hungry when I got home. I
think that's because of how late my “Lunch Break” was. My normal
lunch break ranges from 2 o'clock to 4 o'clock, but since I worked a
later shift this evening so my lunch was much later (at 7pm)
Work was, “meh” I don't know if it
is getting worse, or if it is just my tolerance waning. But I am
getting so tired of the SCREAMING children. I've applied for some
jobs at some different locations, I am a bit frustrated that I have
yet to hear back from anyone. But I have to get out of here
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