Weight: 351.4 lbs ( 159.4 kg)
BMI:
45.1
Waist: 57.5 in ( 146.1 cm)
WtHR: 77.7%
Breakfast:
x
Lunch: Cheesy Ramen
Dinner:
Mac and Cheese with bits of Boneless Skinless Chicken Thighs mixed
in.
Drinks: can of Diet Pepsi, 2x
Sparkling water
Didn't have a clean pan to cook any
bacon for breakfast. Tried to get dishes done before work, but it didn't happen.
Did think about walking to work this
morning. The weather that we're going to have this week is my
favorite kind of weather. Dark, cool, and a bit rainy. That is
perfection to me. But then reality reminded me that my feet burn like
crazy even when I am driving the two miles to work. Maybe if I lose
enough weight eventually I can get back to the point where I can walk
to work again. But in the 350's (>159kg) I don't think that would
be a good idea.
Used the last packet of Ramen for lunch. :( Going
to have to wait til payday to pick up another box. I know that Ramen
isn't great for my diet, but it's going to be hard to pass up a lunch that is
about thirty something cents a day
Another day at work where I'm wondering
what I'm doing with my life. I'm the Front End Supervisor, the person
that was scheduled to be doing the online orders had quit several weeks
ago and nobody thought to cover his shift, inventory is tomorrow so
none of the department heads are there for Person in Charge. So again
surprise I'm PIC again! I'm
Front End Supervisor, Online Pickup, and Person In Charge, while
trying to be a cashier because we're critically understaffed. And the
lady working customer service is one of those infuriating people that
counters any complaint that I have being one person doing four or
five different jobs with the point that, “The supervisor is someone
who wears many hats” I'll agree that the supervisor (or manager)
should be someone who can do anything that they expect their
subordinates to do. But I am still only one person, I can only do one
job at a time. My Mom commented on a blog link from a few days ago
that she was proud of my and my siblings work ethic. That thought was
one of the few thoughts that kept me employed today. (the other
thought was “how the hell would I pay my bills if I didn't have a
job?”)
After work for dinner I had some Mac
and Cheese with some chunks of chicken thighs cut up in it. I was
kind of surprised of the energy that I had after work. I didn't have
any energy shots during the day. And after work I did have the energy
to get some dishes done to cook dinner. I've been drinking energy
shots for a while, and I've always been completely done after work.
But today, I've avoided the energy shots just because I didn't have
the extra money for them. And after work I just felt like a human.
This is a unique feeling. Perhaps I should try to see if I should
just avoid these shots for a while to see if this is a lasting
effect.
I'm expecting a followup phone call
tomorrow morning from the Human Resource group that I had on Thursday
discussing the computer skills tests that I did Friday morning.
Please pray for me.
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