Sobriety Blog Friday November 28, 2025

Weight: ? lbs ( ? kg) BMI: ? Waist: 54 in (137.2 cm) WtHr: 73% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs Lunch: Pizza Pasta Dinner: Bratwursts Drinks: Salted Mocha Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster, Sugar Free Red Bull Sober Month 11 (Day 336) Woke up this morning with what felt like a hangover. My head feels like it was hit by a baseball bat from the inside. And my legs are stiff and sore. My throat was sore the last couple of days, it doesn't hurt this morning so I don't think that I'm getting sick, I just think that I overate yesterday and I'm recovering today. I wasn't looking forward to going to work this morning. I thought that I was working the self checkout lunch. I wasn't feeling good and I wasn't looking forward to dealing with other people who are also probably recovering from over eating yesterday. I knew that I feel bad, and I don't know if other people will realize that they feel bad and will try to blame everybody else for the way they feel...

Food Blog April 27, 2019

Weight: 331.6 lbs (150.4 kg)
Waist: 54.5 in (138.4 cm)
BMI: 41.4
Mood: tired

Breakfast: Pot of Coffee, Taco Chili
Lunch: 4 Piece Fried Chicken
Dinner: 5 pack of Kroger cheddar bratwurst 1.25 L Diet Pepsi

It was probably not a good idea to drink an entire liter of Diet Pepsi before bed. I did manage to go to bed at a reasonably decent time last night as I went to bed around midnight. I'm trying to get eight hours of sleep per night. But I just could not fall asleep. I was just tossing and turning until about 4. And then woke up around 8. But I am writing this part around noon. And I still can't seem to get going
Today was rough. It was really hard to get past the “autopilot” I worked 2-11 today and I'm glad that most of the time I was a cashier and he hour or two I was a FES I am thankful that it was slow. I think the main problem that I am having is that I just didn't sleep as much as I should have this week. Monday night I accidentally broke my phone as I was going to bed. And the panic that caused effected me for the rest of the week. And the five or six other items over drafted my bank account over the rest of the week just kind of felt like being punched over and over again. Coming up on Monday I'm going to go to the bank and get a Fresh Start Loan. I do like that my bank offers these corrections for when I get that far overdrawn. However it is frustrating that I have to keep falling back on these. I typically have to rely on them for when I pay my car insurance. This incident shows me that I seriously need to get my act together financially. I had to pay $200 for a new phone and accrued nearly just as much in overdraft fees. And this was just for a phone. I couldn't imagine what would happen if I were to run into an actual emergency. And yeah< I can call back on a Fresh Start Loan. But this is not a good way to be.

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