Keto/Sobriety Blog June 29, 2025

Weight: 338.8 lbs ( 153.7 kg) BMI: 43.5 Waist: 56 in (142.2 cm) WtHr: 75.7% Breakfast: Bacon and Eggs Lunch: Fathead Lasagna   Dinner: Pork Steak Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Monster Peachy Keen Sober Month 6 (Day 190) Had a hard time waking up this morning. I just kind of sat here at the computer counting down the time until I had to go to work. I worked Noon to Nine closing the Customer Service Desk instead of the normal 11a-8pm Supervisor shift that I usually do. I drank an entire pot of coffee, but I'm just sitting here zoned out. I had thought a couple of times that I need to get a plan together for what I'm going to cook on Tuesday for the weekly lunch. But then I zone back out. First half of the day went really smoothly. Not sure if I should write this down. This is being logged at lunch. I worked a 3:5 split so I went to lunch at 3pm and will have to work 4 to 9. The challenge of the first half of today was that I wasn't supervisor I was s...

Dream Log #1

I had a strange dream the other night, I don't usually have dreams (or very rarely remember them if I understand that everyone has dreams all of the time) so when I do I try to write them down. Not that I actually believe that dreams really mean anything. Well, I do kind of agree with the idea that dreams are a way for the mind to process something that the mind is trying to deal with. An that night my mind might have been dealing with my financial issues along with some vodka and mountain dew my roommate bought that night (which tastes like earwax BTW).
Anyway in the dream I had shown up early for work so I could check my bank balance on the ATM. {dream logic, I would have used my banking phone app IRL} But as I checked my balance the ATM withdrew all of the money out of my account. It's not much, just a little under $200, but it's all that I have. But before I could react an asshole kid (I say kid, but the person was on the older end of his teens) snagged the money and told me that I have to be his taxi driver for the day. I went up to the customer service desk to complain about the kid. {again this is dream logic, IRL I would be beating the hell out of this kid.}
The manager at the desk tells me that the kid is a customer, and you have to do what it takes to serve the customer. Well I guess if I have to. The kid and I go out to my car and I end up driving a couple of laps around town. Eventually I realize “Oh, crap I'm late for work. I have to go to work!” So, I drive straight to work where the manager is waiting at the door and starts chewing me out because I'm late for work even though she's the one to tell me to taxi the kid around.
I try to clock in, but the computer where you clock in at the store isn't taking my log in number, every time I push a button a big long list of asterisks appear. It's right then I suddenly realize that I didn't get my money back from the asshole kid. I'm standing there starting to have a mental breakdown as every cent I owned is now gone and not likely to come back and I can't go to work to earn more. That's when Gavin Free,{Rooster Teeth, Achievement Hunters, Slow mo guys, etc.} of all people opens a door. Suddenly I'm standing in the dining room of my childhood home. “Don't be daft,” He scoffs, “It's just some bloody dream. dreams don' do nuffin'”
I'm more than a little confused, imagine seeing a major entertainment personality just walking up to me and starting up a conversation. “What do you mean it's just a dream?” I ask as I jolt awake.







I can tell you I immediately checked my bank account. And than wrote down the dream before I forgot about it.

It is very rare that I ever get dreams, but when I do they are some really weird stuff. I've thought of starting a dream log. But they are so rare and random I never get a chance to write them down. And I never thought of a place to share it, but I guess I do have a blog. Oh, and I AM writing this down for my “To Do” list on my YouTube channel.

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