Keto/Sobriety Blog April 2, 2025

W eight: 335.4 lbs (152.1 kg) BMI: 43.1 Waist: 56 in (142.2 cm) WtHr: 75.7% Breakfast: Pork Steak Lunch: Johnsonville Jalapeno Cheddar Smoked Sausages Mixed Nuts Dinner: Keto Cheeseburger Helper Drinks: Salted Coffee, Kroger Seltzer, Sugar Free Red Bull, Keto Week 1 (Day 11) Sober Month 3 (Day 105) YMCA: No When I got the pork butt cut into steaks yesterday there were a couple of them that I think were the very edge of the full thing of meat so they didn't come out as very big steaks. I was going to have them with some eggs this morning. But they were a bit bigger in the pan than I was expecting them to be. So when I cooked them both it really was like eating two whole pork steaks. I was able to eat them all, but I didn't think that I'd be willing to eat eggs with them. Roommate did say that his disability payment is going to be delayed because he didn't meet the deadline last week, however the payment should only be delayed by a week or so and he'll have his...

Dream Log #1

I had a strange dream the other night, I don't usually have dreams (or very rarely remember them if I understand that everyone has dreams all of the time) so when I do I try to write them down. Not that I actually believe that dreams really mean anything. Well, I do kind of agree with the idea that dreams are a way for the mind to process something that the mind is trying to deal with. An that night my mind might have been dealing with my financial issues along with some vodka and mountain dew my roommate bought that night (which tastes like earwax BTW).
Anyway in the dream I had shown up early for work so I could check my bank balance on the ATM. {dream logic, I would have used my banking phone app IRL} But as I checked my balance the ATM withdrew all of the money out of my account. It's not much, just a little under $200, but it's all that I have. But before I could react an asshole kid (I say kid, but the person was on the older end of his teens) snagged the money and told me that I have to be his taxi driver for the day. I went up to the customer service desk to complain about the kid. {again this is dream logic, IRL I would be beating the hell out of this kid.}
The manager at the desk tells me that the kid is a customer, and you have to do what it takes to serve the customer. Well I guess if I have to. The kid and I go out to my car and I end up driving a couple of laps around town. Eventually I realize “Oh, crap I'm late for work. I have to go to work!” So, I drive straight to work where the manager is waiting at the door and starts chewing me out because I'm late for work even though she's the one to tell me to taxi the kid around.
I try to clock in, but the computer where you clock in at the store isn't taking my log in number, every time I push a button a big long list of asterisks appear. It's right then I suddenly realize that I didn't get my money back from the asshole kid. I'm standing there starting to have a mental breakdown as every cent I owned is now gone and not likely to come back and I can't go to work to earn more. That's when Gavin Free,{Rooster Teeth, Achievement Hunters, Slow mo guys, etc.} of all people opens a door. Suddenly I'm standing in the dining room of my childhood home. “Don't be daft,” He scoffs, “It's just some bloody dream. dreams don' do nuffin'”
I'm more than a little confused, imagine seeing a major entertainment personality just walking up to me and starting up a conversation. “What do you mean it's just a dream?” I ask as I jolt awake.







I can tell you I immediately checked my bank account. And than wrote down the dream before I forgot about it.

It is very rare that I ever get dreams, but when I do they are some really weird stuff. I've thought of starting a dream log. But they are so rare and random I never get a chance to write them down. And I never thought of a place to share it, but I guess I do have a blog. Oh, and I AM writing this down for my “To Do” list on my YouTube channel.

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